Anti Entropic

Lately I have been obsessively cleaning and organizing my apt. I guess it's what I do when I'm feeling anxious. I feel like my mind is chaotic and I can't focus. By giving order to the world around me, I hope to give order to my mind and ease this anxious tension in my chest. But entropy persists. The moment I am finished giving order to the world, it begins it's desent toward chaos. Dirty dishes pile up next to the sink. Crumbs accumulate on the floor. Reminders jotted down hastily on little scraps of paper clutter my desk. Ideas that were never jotted down amass in the back of my head, clouding my thoughts.